I love you, but you don’t deserve it…
I hate you, but I don’t know if you deserve it…
I love you deeply
But you don’t deserve it.
I want you intensely
But would never admit it
I was so sure of this
That I allowed you to change me.
However, you were so sure of this
That I knew you would never agree
I knew you would never agree
Still I was there waiting.
I knew you are not going to come back
Still I was there clinging.
I hate myself
Because I love you.
I love myself
Because I never told you.
I wanted to tell you
But I knew that you know.
I now want to retreat
And I know that you know
You were the one
Who treated me like the one,
And you are again the only one,
When you are treating me as none.
It is you
Who were always responsible.
Why are you
So irresponsible?
How can you be at peace
Leaving me so disturbed?
I don’t want you to be at ease,
‘Coz you are such an absurd.
I pray
Please, let me go.
You never stopped me any day,
Still you are not letting me go.
The one who deserves me
Is waiting for me,
I know,
But why do I want it to be you,
When I hate you though?
I love you deeply,
But you don’t deserve it.
I hate you gravely,
And I don’t know if you deserve it.
